Luckily Mom and Grandma were able to join me this last week to help the transition of going home go a bit smoother. And of course they wanted to see this beautiful country. I mean who wouldn't? Lucky for them I brought them along to do some volunteering. I'm pretty sure they fell in love with the kids too. Along with them from the states came 3 suitcases filled with toys and 35 mattress covers for the kids. Talk about crazy excitement right? Here are some pictures from that:
Saying goodbye to these kids was so much harder than I ever could have imagined. Before I came to South Africa people told me..."oh that's going to be so hard getting close to those kids and then just having to leave them" but I never really believed them because I thought "well I'll just go into it with the mind set of knowing that I will have to leave them in the end, then it'll be easy". I could not have been more wrong. Saying goodbye was so hard. There couldn't have been anything that could have prevented me from becoming so attached to these little sweethearts. Each and every day I grew closer and closer to them and saying goodbye that final day was rough. I was bawling, my Mom and Grandma were bawling, Kelsey was bawling. Everyone was bawling. I think what stung the most was that the kids didn't even understand that I was saying goodbye for good. Nor would they understand the next day where I had gone. My biggest fear is that they will think that I just up and abandoned them, or that the teachers will tell them that I just don't care. I know they will probably forget me because they are so young, but I will never forget them. These little ones have left imprints on my heart that are there forever. They have changed the way I see the world. Although I know that me volunteering really did help these kids, I think they helped me more than I could have ever helped them. I know I will forever miss Brait's hugs, Courage's big smiles and Trevor's tackles. Each one of them played a special part in my 3 months in South Africa, I just wish I could take them home with me.